You think you can acquire something like always and go for it, you run towards it and it only gets farther away, it seems as though ur’ not worth having it (?). the lack of belief in ones self might lead you to think so, but hey hold on.. hold on… to the happy thought that made peter pan fly in hook. A happy thought can do wonders, it can change the mood – well it does so for me- remembering that song from the sound of music, rain drops on roses and… its all about happy thoughts. Some may find it amusing to think of a thing or an object in motion or another being so mesmerizing to bring out the juice. Or the casual day dream, the chain of thoughts and maybe cupid incurred the distraction.
When you want something and don’t get it, well… get something other than that that might be close to that (?) compromise (I hate that word!), deal with it in a mature manner… d’hoh!